2015年5月28日 星期四

虛脫

是虛脫的感覺
瀕臨死亡的耗費體力

離相

離相寂滅  空生淚泣

2015年5月27日 星期三

覓心

覓心了不可得

2015年5月25日 星期一

記憶 - Marcus Tullius Cicero

過往者的生命,放進了在世者的記憶裡

2015年5月24日 星期日

風聞 看見

從前我風聞有你
現在親眼看見你 - 約伯

無物 - Anish Kapoor

我向來對那些第一眼與第二眼再看會產生截然不同景觀的物體特別感興趣,不銹鋼會因為光線改變而產生高度反射性,從它們身上,可以看到物體的本身不僅會偽裝自己,更會變成虛幻的無物。

2015年5月13日 星期三

幸福

看著Hachi呆呆的笑著
就是幸福

2015年5月12日 星期二

Hachi奔跑

手術後的Hachi
今早第一次在成大勝利校區奔跑
我超開心的
比牠還開心  可愛的Hachi
好棒
好聰明
好乖
是姐姐的寶貝  小寶貝

Hachi壯壯
Hachi漂漂
有沒有尿尿  要不要便便
這是每天我跟Hachi的對話
說不上對話
是我對牠說的話

Hachi聽到
會笑得好開心
昨天從前面跑來撞我的腳
我回過頭看牠
笑的呆呆的
我也是一陣欣喜
笑開來了

Hachi

姐姐要到法國唸書
媽媽說要學會iPad  讓我跟你視訊
寶貝
姐姐會很想你的
要乖喔!
聽話
等姐姐回來

Can't take my eyes off you - Joanna Wang

You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warm the lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say:
Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down, I pray
Oh pretty baby, now that I found you
Stay and let me love you, baby
Let me love you

喜樂

再談一間咖啡館的攝影展
逗趣留聲
在台南火車站的沿路上
一個廢墟仍待重建的空間
喜歡這樣的展場
很有感覺

喜樂
在於遇到的人
是真誠的
說著自己的苦惱
她的  我的
所面對的生命的難題
真摯地想著
想著解決的辦法與決心

宅琪
真性情的小女生
24歲
卻有著一個老靈魂
入世的靈魂
和幹練的處世態度

總是會遇到頻率對的人
我感謝主
一切  都在主的引領下
我禱告
不住的禱告
求主的帶領
我全然的接受  等待著
等待著
虛心地  感恩著

2015年5月11日 星期一

決定離開
到法國Toulouse念博士班
讀電影理論

沒有太大的原因
騎著機車到了中山公園
有雨後的翠綠
和升起的旭揚  照耀
轉過成大校園
我想
做自己要做的事
就是再念書
多年前的想法

再走
我有上帝的信仰
堅定著的
仰望
我禱告
上帝不延遲我的禱告
在回應著我

感謝主
這一切

2015年5月9日 星期六

寫給朱敬一老師的一封信

老師

好嗎?

再走創作的路
是喜悅的
感覺到自己的真正存在
存在在每個顏色的決定  構圖  按下快門的當下

老師
是不是當我們堅持著自己的
自己的想法時
外在的衝撞就隨之而來
這次的展覽
我遇到一些畫廊的老闆  一些收藏家
有很讓我動心的畫廊經營者  無私的幫助 
堅定的幫助創作者  支持著  德鴻畫廊的彬哥就是
卻又有些畫廊的老闆擺出很高的姿態
像是侯雨利的兒子侯博明經營的永都藝術中心  在台南
一副高不可攀的態度
裡面展的畫作卻是我連待五分鐘都不願意
梵藝術中心是我2003年3月在那裏展
也是最先給您的攝影作品和素描
老闆陳阿露先生很照顧我  要幫我談永都藝術中心的展覽
過程
我卻是一度不想要
不能珍惜創作者的理念的藝廊  我連想到都不願意

老師
您在學術界的堅定
是否也是一路的衝撞
衝撞之後
您依舊是您自己
不是嗎?

總是想為別人做些什麼
給自己能給的
too much love will kiil you
我朋友是這樣說我的

很累
這一切
關乎人的

我還是多按幾張照片的好

怡暄

2015年5月4日 星期一

Song for someone - U2

You got a face not spoiled by beauty
I have some scars from where I've been
You've got eyes that can see right through me
You're not afraid of anything they've seen
I was told that I would feel nothing the first time
I don't know how these cuts heal
But in you I found a rhyme
If there is a light
You can't always see
And there is a world
We can't always be
If there is a dark
Now we shouldn't doubt
And there is a light
Don't let it go out
And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
A song for someone
You let me into a conversation
A conversation only we could make
You break and enter my imagination
Whatever's in there
It's yours to take
I was told I'd feel nothing the first time
You were slow to heal
But this could be the night
If there is a light
You can't always see
And there is a world
We can't always be
If there is a dark
Within and without
And there is a light
Don't let it go out
And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
This is a song for someone
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And I'm a long way
From your hill of Calvary
And I'm a long way
From where I was, where I need to be
If there is a light
You can't always see
And there is a world
We can't always be
If there is a kiss
I stole from your mouth
And there is a light
Don't let it go out

2015年5月3日 星期日

Every breaking wave - U2

Every breaking wave on the shore
Tells the next one there'll be one more
Every gambler knows that to lose
Is what you're really there for

Somewhere I was fearlessness
Now I'm speaking to an answerphone
Like every flowering leaf on the breeze
Winter wouldn't leave it alone

Hey now
Hey now

I don't know if I'm that strong
I don't know if I'm that strong
Don't know if I'm that strong
To be somebody to need someone

Every sailor knows that the sea
Is a friend made enemy
And every shipwrecked soul knows what it is
To live without intimacy

I thought I heard the master's voice
It's hard to listen while we preach
Like every broken wave on the shore
This was as far as I could reach

Hey now
Hey now

I don't know if I'm that strong
I don't know if I'm that strong
Don't know if I'm that strong
Enough to be somebody who needs someone

The waves know we're on the rocks
And drowning is no sin
You know my heart is the same place yours has been
We know the fear of winning, so we end before we begin

Oh oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh oh...

The waves know we're on the rocks
And drowning is no sin
You know my heart is the same place yours has been
We know the fear of winning, so we end before we begin

如果

如果
可以
我想離開

夙玲多年前跟我說
too much love will kill you

我懂
學生牛牛唱著
聽見下雨的聲音
剪幼一忠開學到現在的我離開前的照片給我
看著她們的青春
看著笑容
看著天真的臉龐
我掉淚

是不捨
不捨她們的真
她們對我的愛護與信任

是貼在黑板上的頂端的
我和幼一忠的合照  在操場的司令台前
堅持著黑白照  堅持著
走進教室
她們喊著  老師

深夜裡
想念她們

我掉淚
哭著的慘狀
應該只有Hachi看到

莫名的
離開2007年到現在的長榮女中
是神的帶領
我不徬徨
一切
跟隨主意
我平靜的  堅信著

2015年5月2日 星期六

The troubles - U2

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

You think it’s easier
To put your finger on the trouble
When the trouble is you
And you think it’s easier
To know your own tricks
Well, it’s the hardest thing you’ll ever do

I have a will for survival
So you can hurt me
And then hurt me some more
I can live with denial
But you’re not my troubles anymore

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

You think it’s easier
To give up on the trouble
If the trouble is destroying you
You think it’s easier
But before you throw me a rope
It was the one thing I could hold on to

I have a will for survival
So you can hurt me
And then hurt me some more
I can live with denial
But you’re not my troubles anymore

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

Got knows it’s not easy
Taking on the shape of someone else’s pain
Got now you can see me
I’m naked and I’m not afraid
My body’s sacred and I’m not ashamed

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

Somebody stepped inside your soul
Somebody stepped inside your soul
Little by little they robbed and stole
Till someone else was in control

Are you the one that I've been waiting for - Nick Cave & the bad seeds

I've felt you coming girl, as you drew near
I knew you'd find me, cause I longed you here
Are you my desitiny? Is this how you'll appear?
Wrapped in a coat with tears in your eyes?
Well take that coat babe, and throw it on the floor
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?

As you've been moving surely toward me
My soul has comforted and assured me
That in time my heart it will reward me
And that all will be revealed
So I've sat and I've watched an ice-age thaw
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?

Out of sorrow entire worlds have been built
Out of longing great wonders have been willed
They're only little tears, darling, let them spill
And lay your head upon my shoulder
Outside my window the world has gone to war
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?

O we will know, won't we?
The stars will explode in the sky
O but they don't, do they?
Stars have their moment and then they die
There's a man who spoke wonders though I've never met him
He said, "He who seeks finds and who knocks will be let in"
I think of you in motion and just how close you are getting
And how every little thing anticipates you
All down my veins my heart-strings call
Are you the one that I've been waiting for?

2015年5月1日 星期五

聽見下雨的聲音 - 周杰倫

竹籬上 停留著 蜻蜓
玻璃瓶裡插滿 小小 森林
青春 嫩綠的很 鮮明

百葉窗 折射的 光影
像有著心事的 一張 表情
而你 低頭拆信 想知道關於我的事情

青苔入鏡 簷下風鈴 搖晃曾經
回憶是 一行行無從 剪接的風景 愛始終年輕

而我聽見 下雨的聲音
想起你用唇語 說愛情
幸福也可以 很安靜
我付出一直 很小心

終於聽見 下雨的聲音
於是我的世界 被吵醒
就怕情緒紅 了眼睛
不捨的淚在 彼此的 臉上透明

愛在過境 緣分不停 誰在擔心
窗台上 滴落的雨滴 輕敲著傷心 淒美而動聽

而我聽見 下雨的聲音
想起你用唇語 說愛情
熱戀的時刻 最任性
不顧一切的 給約定

終於聽見 下雨的聲音
於是我的世界 被吵醒
發現你始終 很靠近
默默的陪在 我身邊 態度堅定

Fauré: Cantique de Jean Racine

tres jolie
夜裡聽佛瑞的約翰拉辛的詩歌
親近上帝
我感受到在教堂裡聽詩歌的合唱的敬畏上帝的感動與寧靜
是莊嚴的心