野薑 - yihsuan yeh

淡淡的野薑  清新

深情的疏離

波特萊爾(Charles Baudelaire)的詩，以閒遊者(flâneur)的角色去界定詩人自身的處境，波特萊爾的愛慾街上的人物，因著見到的景而受刺激，詩人在這短暫一撇中，愛上他眼前的這個人物，望著就愛上了，望著就夠了，他談了一場想像的戀情。閒遊者的情慾，是深情的疏離，是不介入、不主動，是緊緊守著自己的防線，沒能讓人進入到他獨特的靈魂，詩人視自己的才能為一項獨特的資產，他的眼神，是他的勞力所在，詩人走在街頭，階梯是他的休憩處，路過的人，觀看到的櫥窗，都成為他回到房間下筆寫作的內容。
與你，壯健，我也是這樣想著的。

The Future - Leonard Cohen

“I’ve seen the nation rise and fall/…But love’s the only engine of survival”

Le pas suspendu de la cigogne - - Téo Angelopoulos

Je vous souhaite bonheur et santé

mais je ne pius accomplir votre voyage

je suis un visiteur

Tout ce que je touché

me fait réellement souffrir

et puis ne m’appartient pas.

Toujours il se trouve quelqu’un pour dire:

C’est à moi.

Moi je n’ai rien à moi,

avais – je dit un jour avec orgueil

A present je siais que rein signifie

rien.

Que l’on n’a meme pas unnom.

Et qu’il faut en emprunter un,parfois.

Vous pouvez me donner un lieu à regarder.

Oubliez- moi du côté de la mer.

Je vous souhait bonheur et santé.

動身旅行- 卡夫卡(Franz Kafka)

我命令我的僕人把馬牽出馬廄。僕人不了解。我自己走進馬廄，上了鞍跨上座。我聽到遠處一只號角發出聲響。我問他那是甚麼意思。他不知道也沒聽到。他在門前把我攔下問道: 「您要騎去哪裡?」「我不知道，」我說，「離開這裡，就是離開這裡。不斷地不斷地離開這裡，這樣我才到得了終點。」「所以您知道您的目的地。」他問。「對，」我說。「我說過了，離開這裡 ­ 那就是我的終點。」

As I sat sadly by her side - Nick Cave an the bad seeeds

As I sat sadly by her side

At the window, through the glass
She stroked a kitten in her lap
And we watched the world as it fell past

Softly she spoke these words to me
With brand new eyes, open wide
We pressed our faces to the glass
As I sat sadly by her side

She said, father, mother, sister, brother
Uncle, aunt and nephew, niece
Soldier, sailor, physician, laborer
Actor, scientist, mechanic, priest

Earth and moon and sun and stars
And planets and comets with tails blazin'
All are there forever fallin'
Fallin' lovely and amazin'

Then she smiled and turned to me
And waited for me to reply
Her hair was fallin' down her shoulders
As I sat sadly by her side

As I sat sadly by her side
The kitten she did gently pass
Over to me and again we pressed
Our different faces to the glass

That may be very well, I said
But watch the one fallin' in the street
See him gesture to his neighbors
And see him trampled beneath their feet

All outward motion connects to nothin'
For each is concerned with their immediate need
Witness the man reachin' up from the gutter
See the other one stumblin' on who can not see

With tremblin' hand I turned toward her
And pushed the hair out of her eyes
The kitten jumped back to her lap
As I sat sadly by her side

Then she drew the curtains down
And said, oh, when will you ever learn?
That what happens there beyond the glass
Is simply none of your concern

God has given you but one heart
You are not a home for the hearts of your brothers
And God does not care for your benevolence
Anymore than he cares for the lack of it in others

Nor does he care for you to sit
At windows in judgment of the world He created
While sorrows pile up around you
Ugly, useless and over inflated

At which she turned her head away
Great tears leapin' from her eyes
I could not wipe the smile from my face
As I sat sadly by her side

As I sat sadly by her side
As I sat sadly by her side
As I sat sadly by her side

tenderness

Ken, while you give me the little orange, I just be touched, and smile.

hum the song, while we shae the adorer of camera, discussing the balck and white photos, compare the digital one and the film,
hum the song, you have an unrestrained mind.

cheers, smoke, like to heard you talk about the politics of Hong Kong, talke about the travelling,
like to heard your open minded laugh in the back yard with your new friends.

humble, tenderness, Ken, thanks for you share the photos with me, really like the one you took in the rain, an old lady seen from behind carried an umbrella, narrow alley, little figure in the distance, under the two sides of tall buildings, alone.

there's an atmosphere, you stayed with me, accompany me till the late night,
there's an atmosphere, warm me, disturbing me......